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I have so much going on right now, with family and friends, music, studys, personal life. I miss the days of running around with no cares of the world. but now we have to go to work, pay bills, feel obligated to go see people you really dont want to go see, ( just saying ). I feel like I've lost a step, is this from getting older ? I would say yes but I like the denial. I'm at that spot in your life when you know that your on the fence with age, you look young but you feel old. you see a doctor and they send you to other doctors and before you know it your taking 7 different meds and they want you to change your diet. I like greasy food ! but I have to change what I eat and start working out more. I feel there are so many people tellinhg me what to do and how to live, and how to take care of myself that I'm losing parts of self. I know I have changes to make and a new way of life to adapt to, and I will but I'm not willing to run to that point in my life. I will insteat walk and smell the roses, feel the sun on my face and before you know it, find myself telling stories of my life to grand kids. life moves so fast and I already wish I would have done some things I past by. don't pass things by to quickly, you might miss something that could of been grand. grace & peace.